Today I was with you in spirit!

I too think about sending my kids out from to school and never seeing them again, I also worry that I’ll go to school and will never make dinner again!!

It’s so random. That’s the stressful part, not knowing. Not ever knowing if my kids and I will see each other.

In all fairness, I have felt this way since 1. I stopped homeschooling and 2. When the big kids began driving. Slowly, I have given up trying to control everything to opening up to trusting the Divine. Really trusting — not just words. (And I say a prayer with every siren.)