Ouch! This hurt but so true in my life! I’m not sure when it happened but I definitely lost the life I wanted to live. I also spent too much money for an online program that was intended to help me “live the life you love because the world needs that special something you have” when in reality I had a pretty nice life I just needed to do some internal soul searching with did not require creating a blog, online store, and all the other shit I did.
I loved your honesty and courage to move forward.
Now I am doing what I love which has nothing to do with the program but still a little mad at myself for falling into the trap of the online salespeople selling a program for happiness, job fulfillment, and changing the world.
I let too many people with shiny objects pull me in their direction. *facepalm* Live and learn from my mistakes.